My love, my pain...

He's with me day and night,and when I wake he's there
He follows me to bed,he's in my blank sad stare
He knows not what he causes,the hurtness that I feel
I'm worried and I don't know why, please let my soul just heal
My hopes and dreams seem far away, it's all because of him
Someday my spirit will shine bright, right now my light is dim...